when he cries for you , it means he loves you terribly .
You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you
Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?
Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it
Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
But i don't feel like deleting you away >;
what should i do >< .
It seems that what you do what you post is still affecting me .
Sigh , i really don't know what shuld i do.
You make me fall in love with you & you leave me alone .
I am expected to face this all alone .
Images of you and me keep flashing thru my mind , i don't wanna think .
I really don't wanna think , but idk wad to do .
Your name keep poping out from my facebook
i told myself i shuld not stalk you anymore .
Once you are mine but now you are not .
I am not a good girl.f , hope you will be happy then i will be happy too .
Dear brain , stop thinking of him
Dear eyes , stop flowing liquid you will wet my pillow.
Dear heart, i'm sorrt i step into a trap and hurt you once again. Sorry.
Dear ears , no his is not talking to you , don't ever ans .
Dear me , let go of everything & move on pls .
Feel so stress up everytime -.- .
How i wish to just get over it in like 1 week but it drag until 3weeks -.- .
Not enough rest , hate it max .
Boy , there is a change idk why i feel this way
but yes i feel it .
i been thru alot relationship , i am scared of getting hurt again .
Do you know every single word you said kept coming thru my mind?
That freaking day , i think alot i can't sleep .
My tears just fall like this & i never tell you once .
I always tell you i am fine i am fine uhs .
I am not as strong as you imagine , boy .
I wanna tell you i wanna tell you , but i dont have YONG QI !
All i know is i willing to do anything as long as you are happy i am fine with it .
idk whether you are reading this but if you are reading do let me know alright ;)